So Sick of Seizures........

After bath time tonight Jymani was playing the Wii and he had a seizure.  I was in the other room so luckily Jyacia noticed it right away and called us in the room.  She is such a BIG girl and a GREAT sister!  I feel bad that Jymani has to go through this. I also feel bad that the other kids have to watch him go through it.  They are on top of it though and I am so very proud of her tonight.  This is why we make it so very clear that Jymani cannot be alone at anytime of the day!  The thought of him having a seizure on his own scares me to death!! Jymani went right to sleep immediately following the seizure and I am going to keep my eyes on him all night because he is sleeping right next to me.  Looks like it is going to be another all niter, but a mommy has to do what a mommy has to do!  I will be on the phone with the Neurologist first thing in the morning.  I'm banking on the fact that his thoughts of not seeing Jymani for another year will be changed.   My heart breaks for my baby.........every seizure hurts a little more, it just doesn't get easier.....I LOVE YOU BUDDY!